The Special Someone.. My Love.. ^^

Thinking back when I laid eyes in you..

Took my breath away When I saw you..

When I made my way to you..

Never thought that I could feel this way.. even to this day..

The way you smile it makes my knees go weak..

We were meant to be.. You’re made for me ^^

When I fell in love with you, Never thought each day would be new..

Can’t believe I found that special someone to love..

they say it happens once in a life time, I waited all this time..

now I know someone to love.. ^^

When I’m with you.. my heart still skips a beat..

Everytime it feels like our first kiss..

Everyday I fall more in love with you..

Know I found my true soul made in you..

As long as We’re together we can make it through..

What ever it takes, We never will break..

You and I.. will always be...

. . . . . . . . .......As One...... . . . . . .

^^

From -Dio-

For The one he loves the most.. =)

BALI

cant imagine i'm not living in bali anymore.
spent 9 years in bali, grew up in such a place where me and friends hang out..
and now i can only visit my hometown once a year..
then i realised how much i missed that place where i grew up....

apparently my friends who left bali are missing bali...
:)


will be leaving in 4 days! :D
miss bali hell much!

hmmm...

i was just wondering..
what would it feel like,
if i have magical powers..?


ahuahuahua.. silly thought.. ckckck..

^_^

Look at the full moon..
It shines sooo bright...
Isn't it beautiful?

But then look at the sky,
with all the stars..

They become something else..
Something perfect..



The same goes for us..
Your presence in my life..
Has made all of my days.......,,
PERFECT..

You've made me complete.. Eli.. ^^
I love you soooo much..


~'. your truly loving boyfriend .'~











made by ko dio.. 12/12/08

thx for that text message.. love it! :D

I realised...

...since that day

...since i met you

...since i knew you better

...i realised

...that i've lived to meet you

i think fate has brought us together,

and that we're meant to be together..

my wish is for your dreams to come true..

=)

and side by side..

we'll get to know each other even better..

knowing each other's strengths and weaknesses,

sure,

we'll be able to get through things together.

' i won't throw away what's mine '

^^

11 . 12 . 08

:D
it's been 2 months that we're together..
riite at this stage, i'm happy that u called me first. ^^

u kno..
the days went so fast wen we were together..
it's always been that way since..
u spread the love in a radius of zillions kilometres..
and so wherever u are, i can always feel the love that u're giving me.. :)

and now it's our 2month anniv.
hope that we can always love each other evn more better ^^
understand more..
and trust each other more..

i love you..!
happy 2nd month anniv.. :)
mwaahh.. <33

Don't fit in, stand out!

well, yeh.. that's about it.. :)

tummy ache ..

oh no..
it's started aching..
after the cold apple juice i drank..
and i'm hungry..


i'd better go to sleep now.. 1:38 a.m at the moment..
so yehh.. ciao..

randoommm ~

it's midnight wen i wrote this..
i've got this thought in my head..
well not a thought..
it's juz sumthing that's stuck in there. lol.

but yeh.
i feel lucky that u r diff from other guys that i used to kno.
i mean like..
u were saying...
" i wanna kiss u too.. *mwah* But i do love you aswell "

do u kno wat does it mean by 'aswell' ??
to me, it means like he's not my bf juz for the kisses and stuff.
but he's my bf bcoz he loves me..


i'm happy that u're not like 'him'..
i kno u're not 'him'..
coz to me, u're way better..
and guess everyone thinks so too.. =)
well, those who are close to me, and those who know wat actually happened..
riite lili, mona, serena? ^^


so yeh.. i juz feel lucky to have got u.. :)

" It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you..

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do..

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better "

<3

Deadly Concert

OMG..

the concert..

was juz FREAKY !!

i was shaking the whole time coz the teacher put me at the very last!

so i kept shaking and my heart was juz beating soo fast!

AND I SLIPPED WEN I WAS WALKING!

embarassing MUCH!

seriously, the floor was juz very very dangerous!
slippery much!

i was walking on a wood floor and it was really shiny.

obviously it was really really slippery.

and my name was called to perform
so then i stood up, and walked up to the front..

then i juz SLIPPED.

but i din fall. embarassingg..

coz like everyone saw me..

and it was really obvious..

oh god..

hahaha..

and i made heaps of mistakes on the way..

the parts where i dont usually make mistakes, i made mistakes today.

i was juz soo shaky.. and cudnt really concentrate..

so yehh.. horriblee..

experience thou.. got a flower from my teacher.

hahaha...

like she took one out of the flower bucket thing she got from the students.

hahaha.. well well.. horrible stressing deadly sunday.. :S

i cud smile after the concert?! u crazy!

summer!

it's getting there..
and it's getting hotter..

flies everywhere..
disturb MUCH!

go away flies!
no one likes you!


anyway..
concert tomo.
hope it goes pretty well.
and hope i dont make mistakes..
*pray*
ahuahuahua..



new couple in da houussee..! hehehe..
M*** and J***
congratulations!! ^^

Moments with YOU

^_^

-Bali-

kangen banget sama balii...
pengen pulaanngg.. ga sabar ketemu temen2..
tapi yhaa. ada yg ga pulang juga. huhuhu..

ga isa ketemu marsha deh, dy ga pulang. ga tau taon dpn ketemu ato ngga.. T.T
ketemu MONIIKK !!
ahuahuahua.. gila deh, rekor..
1.5 taon ga ketemu. ckckck.. biasa'na juga tiap minggu ketemu ma dy di gereja.
x ini malah ga ketemu mpe 1.5 taon gara2 pas natalan kmaren dy ga dateng ke kepundung.
padahal rencana'na mw ketemuan di sono.. ehh. tau'na dy ke greja laen. misa di greja laen. ga ketemu deh.. hauahuahua..


tapi taon ini PASTI ketemuu.. kan tugas barengg! ukup abu! huahuahuahua.. uda lama ga tugas.
iyha laahh.. 1taon.. lama bgt. ckckck.. kangen romo subaga. wkwkwk.. kangen ngantok2 di greja juga. :P

apa lagi yha.. byk dh perasaan..
pengen maen basket lagi.. di sini ga ada maen sama skali.. T.T
biar kurus.. wkwkwkw.. uda gemuk gila.. hehehe..

ES CENDOL!
ES DALUMAN!
ES.. umm.. es apa itu nama'na.. ck! aiyoh.. itu..
yg di dpn sekolah. ada tape, ada ketan, ada mutiara.
apa nama'naa.. >.<"
OOHHH!!
ES DOGERRR!!!

huaaaa...... nti di bali HARUS keturutan.
wkwkkw..
ngidam deh gw.. :P
mau mau mauu..

ky'na bakal pengen makan es klapa muda deh. wkwkkw.
di pantee~
angin sepoi sepoi. wkwkwk..
enak deh.. nyam nyamm...


apa lagi?
hmmm...
ke surabayaa~!
pasar atom here i come!
hahaha... ky'na perlu minimal 2 hari deh.
wkwkwkk..
shopping shopping shoppingg~!
:D


potong rambuutt... di shinjukuu.. wkkwkwk.
ke ptc juga.. makan es krim.. ke APENG! KWETIAW SIRAMM!!
OMGG!!


oyhaa..
beli novel.
beli bolpen
beli pensil
beli pengapus
beli penggaris
beli kotak pensil
beli tip ex
beli macem2
ahuahuahua..


ooohhh... BREAD TALK!
ROTI BOY!
KRISPY KREME!
J.CO!
ampunn... ampuunn...

WATERBOOM!!
CENTRO!
SS!
AMAZONE!
CARREFOUR!
NASI PEDES!
wkwkkwk..

SLEEPOVER! woooo!!
kok ky'na byk yha utangku..
wkwkwk..
itu HARUS lunas sblm balek perth. !!
haruusss!!
wkwkkwk..

nonton juga ke 21!
sama carla!
ayu!
micel!
grezt!
je-in!
yoyo!
yoshi!
franky!
andre!
ko dio !!!!
ahuahahuahua

haruuss.. haruusss haruuusss!!!

huuaaa... emg bali is the best!
wkwkkwk.. walopun puaness... kecill.. sempitt.. boseninn.. hehehe..
tapi yhaa.. gmana lagi.
gede di sono.. malu juga di sono.. hidup juga di sono..

waduh! CONG WE!
HAHAHAHA...
lupa nok ma cong we... wkkwkw..

missing everything in bali.
kangen smwwwaaaa!!
kangeeennn..... >.<

Mr. Bear and Mr. Dog

those arent their real name.

those are just random. lol.

but yehh.. went haircut with ko dio last friday. and i cut my fringe ONLY. ahuahuauha.. too expensive to cut the 'whole head'.. so yehh.. prob goin cut in december.. but miite not go aswell..

and then we juz went around the city.. and we went into the david jones riite. then he told me to stay there coz i din bring my phone. =.="

so yeh, then he left for ages! hahaha.. joking ko dio!

it was like 15 mins i think. or 10.. but seriously, it was pretty long.

so yeh. i waited there.. walking around.. and then he came from behind with a paper bag. it was pretty massive. and like he askd me to guess wats inside. then i tried some guesses. so yeh. the he showd me the content. and it was a doggie doll!and it was so soft. i was just smiling looking at the dog.. ahuahuahuahua..

and then yehh.. i sort of cant remember the detail where i went, but then we went to a korean place, and ate there. and then on our way home.. we went pass this shop and it sells like stuff. ahuahahua.. obviouslyy.. and then he suddenly went in, and walked to the guy. and he took out sumthing.. it was this super massive bear doll! OMG

i was pretty much shocked that time. lol. so yeh.. ko dio carried it all the way home. wkwkkwk..

my hands were full already.. carrying the doggie doll and the other hand holding his hand. hahaha. so yehh..

these are the picts. wkwkwk..

FREE !!

wohooo.. !! no more exams watsoever!
i love this thing.. hahaha.. but i think im gonna miss skool..
i dnoo.. but i'm happy.. no more skool..
hahaha..

so yeh, done my exams.. 4 exams in 2 weeks.. with my days full with studying.. u know how horrible it is. hahaha.. but now, i'm bak to blogging i think.. since ko dio keeps saying "post bloogggg ........!!!" mehehehe... yes yes hunniee, i've posted the blog riite now. wkkwkwk..

omg, i met lili todayyy... been ages since i saw her.. omg. hahaha.. and i miss serena and mona aswell.. T.T
and jociiee.. i was being a freakin nerd these 2 weeks. hahaha.. am so not gonna fail. ahuahuahuauha.. i'll freakin cry if i failed.. slept at like at 12 midnight everytime i had got exams the next day.. freakin out, cudnt sleep, and juz nervous everytime.. but i think i did ok. so yehh.. hhehe..

and my tummy was shouting today in the IC exams. how embarassing.. >.<


then, met ko dio at shenton traino. where i met lili aswell.. ehehe.. then went woolworth city buying groceriess ! cooking at ko dio's house.. hehehehe.. WAS SO FUN !!
and yeh, i think that was my first time cooking without my mum. hahahaha.. but it ended up really nice.. i loved my cooking. lol. shall try for another recipe! mhuahuahuahua...
then watched Get Smart on ko dio's laptop.. i kno i'm soo late.. but yeh, it was a good movie! hillarious.. ahuahuahuahua.. bursted out laughing for zillions of times.. lol.

then mum came picked me up.. saaaddd.. but yehh.. will cook agen on sunday. hehehe... fun fun funn.. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILI !!!

yooo.. it's her 16th birthday todayy..
and she's really really happy for today. :D
wat a happy dayy.. hohoho..

here's some picts from my camera but yeh..
more picts will come..
coz it's all in serena's camera, and mona hasnt sent it to me yet..
so gotta wait after she finished washing her hair.
hehehe...

-Happy Birthday Lilii-

-

back to the old me..
just me..

hhh.. i'm so weird..
=]

oh well..
i was born weird.

woo!

i'm bak!
hahaha...
but will post clearly later wen i have time..
bhahahaha...
cyaa!
=P

love is in the aaiirr~

weell,, that's wat lili sed to mee... ahuahuahua...
love is in the aaiirr~


it's great to have someone that u love.. :)
soo,, here's some picts that was taken on the 13.10.08.. hehehe...

yesss,, u see lots and lots of me.. till u're sick of seeing my face.. ahuahuahua..
well, most of it were taken by ko dio.. ahuahuahua..

so yehh.. was a fun dayy..
^^



and today, back to skoolll =.=
how borinngg.. and tirinngg...

picks.. hehehe...

seems like he'll fill my LIFE with LOVE.. :)

love youu

11.10.08

today, saturday - 11.10.08
in Kingspark, Perth - Western Australia
we're officially couple.. hehehehe..
i'm happy.. hehehe..
:D
didnt think that Kingspark wud be the place..


anyway..
from now onwards.. i have someone that loves me for whu i am..
that understands and cares about me.. :)
i've always had my asians with me.. they love me.. they understand me and they care about me..
thanx for supporting me always.. :)
thanx for being happy for me wen i'm happy.. :)

i love you guys.. ^^
esp mii asians!
-Lili, Serena, Mona, Jociie-

i love you ko! :)



piks will be up later.. ahuahuauha...
cyaass.. :D

10.10.08

today was like the funnest!
hahha... in the afternoon, went out lunch with ko dio's family..
it was good.. thou we were bit quiet.. hahaha..

then i went home and he went to the bank.. making his bank account..

then he came to my apartment.. and stayed for a while..
and then, went out at like 5p.m
hahaha... went northbridge, timezone..
took pictureesss.. NIICEE.. hahahha...
then went myers coz he wanted to buy dvd.. which was expensive. hahaha..
and then.. on our way.. he was like..
let's go bak to dick smith's.. i'll buy u the fibre light.
and i was like.. no,, wat for..
and he kept forcing me to let him buy it.. and so yehh.. he bought it for me..
ehehhee.. was a very pretty lamp.. i smiled widely wen i saw it lited up.. ahuahuaha...

then then.. we went to utopia for dinner.. then yeh.. ate together.. ahuahuahua...
it was nice.. =D
and then yeh.. went home.. walking..
juz the two of us.. bahahaha..
omg.. it was like my first time.. walking with a guy.. in his jacket.. on friday niite.. out in the city.. he dropped me home.. and yehh..
hahahaha... today was fun...


oooo... and met mii asians in the train station..hahaha..
ko dio was shocked much.. hahaha.. coz he thort he gotta meet them in like a month later.
coz he's not ready yet to talk to them..
but we met them.. hahaha.. i was like all red.. i dunno, but i cud feel my blood flowed up to my head.. hahaha.. then my body went all warm then hot.. hahaha...
so yehh... was funny.. and funn!!

love my asiaannss so muchh.. !!!
-lili, mona, serena, jociiee-

love him so muchh...!! =D


nittooo niitteezzz

10.10.08

funn ageennn !!

mehehehe... another fun day of my life.. :)
went out today.. well, he came round my house early like at 11.
then stayed here for half an hour, guiding my bro about the games..
and then went city at around 12 30 ish..
went around for internet broadband.. hohoho.. he hasnt got it yet..
so yehh.. then uhhmmm......

walked around, confused of where to go..
then went cinema.. wohooo.. hahaha..
watched "Beverly Hills Chihuahua"
was gudd.. was funny.. hahaha.. the dogs..
they have human's feelings! hhahaha..
i laughed pretty much throughout the whole movie..
was a good movie.. :D


then, uhmm...
was confused agenn.. of where to eat. hahaha..
hungriiness.. wkwkwk..
and i called mona. :P
she din kno where to eat in subi.. hahaha..
she lives there but din kno..
oh well,, she sed uhmm sumthing mama..
wagamama or sumthing.. cant remember..

but ended up in TAKA. ahuahuahuahua...
i ate chicken katsu and i ordered him teriyaki beef..
yumm..
i din finish mine thou. hahaha..
evn the small portion is too much for me.. but yehh..


and then, went traino and went home...
now i'm at home obviously..
and he's still here.. :DD
goin home soon prob.. cant go home too late aswell..
worriiieeddd.... :(


so yeh.. that's pretty much it for today.. ahuahuahua...
i'm happy happy happy.. ^^
love'im... :D

fun !!

cant describe wat i exactly feel.. i juz feel that i'm happy for today :)
it's all gud. and yeh.. hhaha.. wat a memory..
wont forget today... wont forget wat happend today..
will always remember today.. will always remember wat happend today...
^^

08.10.08

woooo !!

ko dio is here!
hahaha.. i mean in perth.. arrived at around 1 or 2-ish??
i dunno.. but yehh.. havent seen him yettt......
but dunno wen will i see him either.. ahuauhahua..

i'm so tired today.. sooo i'm off.. =)

cyaa...

xoxoxo

???

..everyone knows that love feels like heaven..

but not all love stories will end up like those beautiful-perfect-happy ending-love stories that people tell you.
it's actually not as beautiful as that. Tho people want and imagine that their love stories wud go that smooth ~
i was hoping it to happen..
i hoped that it wud go that smooth..
and i thort that 'love' will always give me happiness..
but it didnt turn out that way..
it was bitter.. with some sweet stuff that happened..
but it wasnt wat i wanted..
it was memorable, yet sad...


life isnt that easy.. so does love..
when you love someone seriously.. doesnt matter whether he/she hurts you, you wud still love them...
but sometimes the one u love doesnt get it.. doesnt realize it.. doesnt know how much you love him/her..
and then they'll juz waste your 'pure' love...
and you ended up crying over it.. sad.. depressed..



everyone tries so hard to find their soulmate..
a person that fits the hole in ur heart perfectly..
might not be a perfect match.. but close to perfect..
their true soulmate that wud like to be with them in sadness and in happiness..


now that i've found the right person..
that fits the hole in my heart..
he's not perfect..
but he seems perfect to me..
nothing to worry..
coz my love will always be with him...


i dont expect him to love me back..
you dont have to love someone to get some love back..
love is meant to be 'pure'
coz pure love, doesnt expect any returns.......

i love you

The answers are not 'GOD' || 'FAMILIES' || or 'FRIENDS'

If you have a thought, that you're not good enough for me ...

Why don't you think, who is good enough for me?

If you have a thought, that you couldn't make me happy ...

Why don't you think, who could make me any happier?

If you have a thought, that I don't deserve you ...

Why don't you think, who do I deserve?

If you have a thought, that you're afraid that I would leave you ...

Why don't you think of why would I leave you for?

If you have a thought, of why would I love you ...

Why don't you look back, and see what have you given me so far .........

:)

- - - -

Even if my life is NEAR to an end,

my love for you will NEVER end.

serena - mona - lili - eli

nice day togetherr... love u all.. muah muah!!