So recently, I have actually been through quite a lot, not to mention how awful my skin was that I seriously felt like seeing no one at all, and how second year is currently not treating me too well. I read a friend's Tumblr on its 10 Days Challenge and one of the things that he wrote a lot was about the future. Thoughts have been running through my mind a lot recently, whether it's about the future, the present or even the heartbreaking pasts. Actually, thinking about the future takes up most of my time every single day.
Is this really what I want?
Am I taking the right path? What if I don't get the future that I wanted?
Would I be able to pay off what my parents have sacrificed?
Would I be a good girlfriend for as long as time permits?
Would I marry a great, kind and loving husband?
They all just wandered freely across the mind even when I'm doing a serious studying, or just starring blankly to the sky above. I have once read, a quote that I hold closely, solely and deeply.
It says, "Don't worry too much about what's going around you. It's My job. Love, Jesus"
I sincerely believe that God has it all planned out for us, just like how we brain-storm all plans on a huge piece of paper. It is the quote that lifts my hopes up and awakens me from all the wondering, struggles, and most importantly, from all the doubts. Even so, I still find myself left to ponder about what the future might bring..
