emotions are so hard to control
yet so easy to be shown.

i just wanna learn how to control those feelings.
i wanna grow up.

i dont wanna sit there staring at my phone waiting for it to lite up.
showing a message has been received.
no.. to sad to live a life that way ay..

i kno i have something better to do.
i just dont know wat it is.

coz seriously,
everything i do, no matter how busy i get,
i have u in my mind.


the ways how we think are different.
i'm pretty sure i know that.
and uhm.
yeah.
why is it so hard for me to understand it.
coz u're in my heart, just like a tattoo :)


oh weellsss...
i'll have to live with it. i've chosen the path to be with u.
i'll support wat u've chosen...

Term 3

this term is gonna be CRAZY !

i'm telling u, my lovely blog.
i dont think i wud have as much time for u now.
i wont write as much blog posts as i did.
obviously.
this term mis driving me INSANE !


there's hell a lot of stuff to do
i mite write something, just to cool my brain off.
hehehe..

it's like burniinngg...
and heating up..
and gonna explodee..
that's how bad it is. hahha..

well well..



leavers jumper was a disasterrr...
i think the non yr 12s are like disgusted. LOL.
oh wellss..

100bux gone for the "shenton difference" leavers jumper.
hahaha.. yess lili.. wkwkwk.. [if u read this :P]


aarrghhh so much to doo..
i wish i cud complain.
but i just cudnt.. :(


hey bloggie..
hopefully everything i do NOW pays off at the end..
riite bloggie?
LOL, ure not gonna answer me r u?

OBVIOUSLY NOTT.
haha..

ohh, i'm such a devoo here.. o.O


10 more weeks..
and then prac exams and then mocks and then TEE.

bare with it eli!
u can (hopefully) do it !!
eheheh..
yes eli.
goodluck for you! ^^


and goodluck for u ko dio :)
hopefully everything pays off as well.
lovess you! <3




well then bloggie..
i shall go back to study.
brain's cooled off 30%
hahaha..

tooddlleesss... :)

love,
Eli.