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THERE'S NO REASON TO LOVE

BUT, THERE ARE REASONS TO HATE

I DONT NEED REASONS FOR WHY YOU LOVE ME

BUT, I DO NEED REASONS FOR WHY YOU HATE ME


I DONT EXPECT YOU TO BE PERFECT

BUT, I DO EXPECT YOU TO BE WHO YOU ARE


LOVE ISN'T JUST WORDS

ONCE U'VE ANNOUNCED IT,

PROVE IT !!

uuuhhh,,

umm,
i kindda feel it's "fake" in a way.
me,, myself is weird.
i juz cant think of anything.
i dunno wat's riite and wat's wrong.

wat to do and wat not to do..
shud i??
or shud i not?

it's all HEART problem
still feeling love,
butt...

mann, it's so hard.
crapness much.

i juz wanna love the person i love

and

can i expect for more than this?

keep hurtin myself.
even i look OKAY.
only me
who knows wat's in my mind.
and also in my HEART.
but it's

EMPTY ..

BLANK ..

NOTHING ..

hope i can find my MIND and HEART bak in time.
before it's too late,
and i'm regreting everything.

feels like i wanna forget everything juz for a while.
EVERYTHING.

YAY !!

wippiee !!
the song is bak..
i love this song so much.
but eventually, i'll get bored of it some day..
hahahaha...


waaaa...
so many homeworks to do..
>.<

got CHEM to do..
Review Exercise 10.1 to 10.4

and i've got G&T to finish by monday
up to number 10.

IC? hmmm,, dunn think have homework,
but i have to catch up on the exercises.. T.T

and,, i have to plan my ENGLISH ESSAY !!
nooo...
in-class essay..
hate it much..


huhuhu...
i hope holidays come faast..
cant wait for it.. ><

- Still -

why is the song not getting better??

it's there but it's not gettin there..

only one minute..

so gaayyy...

shud be about 4 minutes there..

(-.-")

hopefully tommorrow it will be bak normal agen..

SHUD BE..

gosh!

ahuahuahuahua...

yeaaa !!

the song is baakk !!

thx for singinig such a good song Colbie..

ahuahuahua...

=)


enjoy.. ^^

NOOO !!

*SHIT*
the song is screwed..

~ friday, 27 june 08
8 : 45 pm..


gettin the code bak..

Realize~

Take time to realize,

That your warmth is.

Crashing down on in.

Take time to realize,

That I am on your side

Didn't I,

Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And will never find another

Just realized what I just realized

We'd never have to wonder if

We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize

Oh-oh

I'm on your side

Didn't I,

didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by..

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,

No its never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

Then we'd never find another

Just realized what

I just realized

We'd never have to wonder if

We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same

No it's never the same

If you don't feel it to.

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way.

It could be the same for you.

If you just realized

what I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

Then we'd never find another

Just realized what

I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

Just realized what

I just realized

OoOoOOo

Missed out on each other now

Missed out on each other now..

this song, is dedicated
to my Dearest Boyfriend, Biondi.. ^^

love you, hunn..
=)

BOREDOMM .... X(

i am so bored..
wanna do something, but i cant be bothered doin it.
and i finishd my homeworks anyway.
so really, dunn have anything to do..

i'm waiting for the holidays to comee !!
weekend is coming soon.
but not the looonnng holiday..


umm
and i've got in class essay for english.
so need to study for it.
hahaha..
make my plan and think of what i'm gonna do there.
T.T

and will probably have meeting wit ms Schofield about my subject selection..
hmmm..

i'm definitely doin :
* APPLICABLE MATHS
* FOOD PRODUCTION [yumm yumm...]
* CHEMISTRY
* ENGLISH

nott sure yet about my CALCULUS,
and i need one more subject to fill in..
do i drop PHYSICS??
or do i juz continue??

i am so confused..
i dunno wat to do instead if i'm dropping it.
huff...
wat shud i do
wat shud i doo..

brain cant support PHYSICS anymore..
NOOO... !!!!

to hard.. T.T
got 52% for nuclear techno tests..
how embarassing.. >.<
didnt study at all.
was juz flipping the pages thru and
and didnt even read..

and i got 68% for my IC EPW..
that is also not a good score..
even i passed.
i workd on it for a long time,
[not really, cz i cudnt find anymore info on it]
hohoho...

well, how can i get a good mark.
no calc allowed..
CALCULATOR is my life in maths..
mahahaha..
but yeh.. o well..
will do better in the test.. ^^

yehh.. i love INTRO CALCULUS.
the only subject that i'm gettin A.
hehehe... =)

but next year.
APPLIC is a completely different course..
need to work hard there.
hehehe..
people sed it's hard.
even my cousin sed it's hard.. T.T
so need to do better..
wkwkwkwk..

when will i be smart ??
need to at least get TER of 98%
so i can either get into UWA or CURTIN.
will be good.. =)

FAT-ASS BITCH

theres this girl. her name is
MAHIDA THE HORSE !!

yeh, she has a horse laugh.
and she's such a pussy..
she went to jocee..
and she's like she wanted to fight jocee..
and then she went away when she saw me and mona comin'..

i'm like..
wat the hell..
fat-ass pussy.. !!


hate her so much..
started a fight wit us..
stupid bich..

and the braces bich..
sayin " fukin asshole to me, mona and jocee "

wat a bich..
they all are such an ass hole
we'll see wat will happen tomorrow..

jocee.. dont worry,
we'll fight together..
=)

HAIR CUT ANYONE ??!!

MHUAUHAHUAHA...
yesterday was so funn !!
first time i spent 2 hours in a hairdresser..
wit friends,
no mums... mhuahuahuaha....

result,, not too bad.
welll, not that satisfying wit wat me , mona and lili wanted..
but, i pretty much like my hair,
but to make it good, i need to blow it dry.
to show the layers...

meh,, cbf doin blow dry.. huahuahuahua...

it's so little now !!juz like wat serena sed yesterday.
hahahah....

yeh, so thin at the bottom.
so many layers but not 'lots of layers'
i shall grow it bak long,
and it's all guuuddd.... mhuahuahuaha.. XD


DESCRIPTIONS OF THE ASIANS :

mona looks like Rainie Yang..
pretty pretty prettyy.. I'm so jealous.. mhuhuahuaha...

Serena looks nice wit the fringe.
written on her msn name..
" i have Jessica Alba's hair! mahahaha... "

Lili looks not much different to me..
juz more layers at the bak, and thin at the bottom..
but really looks nice.. =)

Lynh doesnt look different.. mahahaha...
she's juz restyling it.. and make it shorter..
so same style there.. hahahaha.. yeh,, suits her really.. ^^

Me?? no difference. juz more layers added and thinner at the bottom
and puff-able mahahaha... yeh yeh.. like it.. ^^
tryin to grow my hair bak long and cut it agen.. hehehe...


so yea..
and we went to the cinema.
watched 'sex and the city'

was good, but so many gross things there.. hahahaha...
me mona and serena were like "eeeuuuwww"
closed our mouths and lauhged.. mahahaha...

lili was the same.
i suppose lynh as weelll... hahahaha...

but it was a good movie thou.
while we were starving.
mahahaha.. no food.. got no money.
all gone to the hair dresser.. wkwkwkwkwk...

but yeh.. fun fun..
and we all were tired after all.. hahahaha...

gud time guyss !!
love yaa...
muahh... <33

andd,, pictures will be posted as soon as got it from lynh's camera..
heehehehe.. ^^

FRIDAYY !!

so tired todaiii...
nothin much..
juz got more homeork and stuff to do..
IC EPW on wednesday..

no calculators allowed..
so gaii...

i'm juz too tired..
juz wanting the holidays to start and
ENJOY MY DAYS WIT MY MEEWWSS!!!

well well..
but i'm happy too..
TER = 96 !!

yiippiiieee !!!
need to improve..
aiming for top 2% at least..

hopefully i'll get it.. =)
university here i cooommmeee !!!

in 2 years.. (-.-")

mahahahahahaha!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNHHH !!!

wooo hoo !!

lynh's birthday today..

ur 16 now!!

wippiee..

gettin older aye..

hehehe..

me the first one gettin older.

u second..

mhuahuahuahua...

how's today?

hope u'll like our presents and surprises !! ^^

we prepared ages before ur birthday.

nhuahuahua....

ummm,, havent got pictures sent from serena

hehehe..

so, it will come later

after i got the picts.. soo yeaa..

today was fun..

hehehe..

tired after all.

hahaha..

but lynh enjoyed her birthday suppose..

=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNH !!

WE LOVE YOU!!

MWAAHH MWAAHH...

Flashbak to BALI

MY LIFE IS PRECIOUS

.EVEN IT HAS PASSED.

FRIENDS, WILL STAY FOREVER

=)

LOVE THEM SOO !!
CLOSEST FRIENDS EVERR !!
MWAAHHH <33

LYNHH !!

LYNH'S birthday is on this thursday.. hmm..
wonder wat will i give her..
hhahaha. i kno,
too late that i think of present like NOW..
2 days left.

and free dress day is on that day as well.

but but butt..

the theme is " RECYCLING "

GREAATT !! (-.-")


why ??

whhhyyyy???

whhyyyy recycling???



do u want us to stick rubbish on ur clothes??

maann,,
shud've chosen other themes.


huff...
dunn like that theme.. T.T




anyways..
i'm so lookin forward for the holidays..!!

but i still have to do works..
need to catch up and everythin..
cant leave it till the last minute agen..
no no noo...


no panicking in the last 2 days of skool eli..
learn from wat u've experienced last holz..
mhuahuahua...





uuuhhh,,
about my bf..
he's in bali now..
i'm so jealouz.. hehehe...

and, i sent him some texts,
but no replies for everytime i sent it.
how sadd... T.T



dunn think this rela will go smoothly like before.
little thing that hurt me really deep ruined it.
hate that girl now. !!


even serena hates her.. hohoho..
and probably mona.

hehehe...


yeaa,, i kno tht girl is closer than me..
that girl is probably prettier than me..
that girl is probably funner than me..

but.. dunno..

juz confused wit myself and.
of course of him..

who doesnt..
mhuahuahua...



can only hope that everything will be fine. =))


I LOVE MY MEEWWWSSS !!!!
MUAH MUAHH...

I'm so CONFUSED

huuuaa,, i'm so confused now..
wonder wat will i do to solve this prob..

honestly, i still LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
but, heart's broken into pieces.
and, i juz dunnO wat to do..
he's kindda my first love,
and u kno,
it's hard to forget the first one.
tho i kno, first love is not our eternal love.
but yea..
it's just hard..

well, this is the weak side of me.
i dunn wanna hurt him.
even by doin this, i'm hurtin myself..

huff.. puff..

hei bloggie.. can u help me wit this?
but i dunn think u can. hwaxhaxhax..
u kno, my bf doesnt seem to love me anymore.
he's got friendster, but when i send him comments, he never replies..
how sad? i kno aye..
umm, i've seen his profile on friendster, and yea.
he replies other girl's comments. his classmate..
and the worst thing is, she got my bf's photo on her album..

whoaa..
and u kno wat, he tell her stuff.
but he doesnt tell me stuff.
and these things really hurt me.
he doesnt trust me, i think.
well, coz if he does, he will tell me more stuff
NOT TO HIS GIRL MATE

i dunno wat the heck is wrong wit him.
is it ok for me to be jealous??!!
he's my bf man. not hers..
wtf?

i'm so sad that i find him trusting another girl instead of his own girlfriend.
it's ok for me if he trusts his boy mates. BUT..
another girl!!

i feel so useless now. he's not FAIR. !
probably i dont exist in his life anymore.
never says 'i love you' to me..
never says 'i miss you' to me..

well well..
seems like worlds gonna end to me.
if he stays like this..
man.. i cant stand it anymore.
IT'S OVER

i'm tired wit this kind of rela.
no trust, no love from him.
ppfffttt....



hei bloggie, u kno.
seems like i cant trust boys now..
i'm gonna go back to the old me..
dunn care anymore.
stuff boys..
he's hurt me too deep.
even i still love him,
if he doesnt trust me and doesnt love me anymore..
wat's the point being together then..

HE REALLY GETS ME ON MY NERVES

Hhhh

i'm tired wit it..

deeply hurt now.

deeply hurt..

FUN . FUN . FUNN .. !!

Today,

me, mona, lili, and ben walkd around the city and went to subi and then to serena's house..

it was so fun.. as in, celebrating that exams are over..

hwahaha..

we took pictures when we were in myers.. so funny..

BEN and the MYER lady.. getting married !!

ME and MONA with the MYER lady.. she's so creepy.. !!

this one wasnt at MYER.. hehehe.. we were at subi park.. fun fun.. wasting time there.. ^^

ME and BEN at subi park.. bored.. hehehe...

ASIANS.. !! except for the whte asian, BEN.. mhuahuahuauha.. we had fun thou.. ^^

huuaahh.. so fuunn... but next week, skool starts agenn.. oohh.. so bored of school.

holidays are in 4 weeks.

yea, juz cant wait for holz to come.. ^^

one's destiny

it's GOD'S plan..

our destinies have been set.
before we were born here..

world. life.
it's like a play.

my life is like a play..
i remembered all the dialogues..
and act..


those scenes are when we have our good times in life..

but when he says " Cut! "
i know i did sumthin wrong.


that is when we have our bad times in life..


we have to start the act, all over agen.
and juz try not to repeat the same fault..



life, never goes smoothly..

I DONT KNOW

umm,

riite now, i dunn believe that true love exists.
long distance relationship is not as easy as it is.
i thought, i cud get through it smoothly.
but problems keep coming..

i kno its hard to love someone that u cant see.
its hard to love someone that u cant talk to everyday.
its hard to love someone that is far away from u.

cant i juz love him??

deep down, it hurts me when i see his name on msn.
am i too afraid to say it?
or do i juz love him too much?


i dont know..

i juz dont know..

finally, i put something in this blog.. hwahahaha..

been so busy doin works.. examss !!

still have physics left thou.. still studyin..

its like the hardest subject ever.. !!

huhuhu..

this is how messy my table was when i studied G&T for exams.. of course, still have time to take picture.. hehehehe....

this was taken on the charity day. i forgot when, but it was fun !! tiring day after all. hahaha.. been walking around the school doin nothin.. umm and yea, we took this photo with the 'milk cow' and then this guy [the one on the right] joined me and lynh to take picture... me and lynh was like.. 'wat the hell?' apparently the photographer knew that he wasnt wanted to be in 'our' picture wit mr.Cow... mhuahuahua..

timezone photos of the mews and friends.. especially with the thai people.. !! missin them much !!! >.<

taken when we were sleepin over at lynh's house.. only me, lili, and lynh. mona cudnt come.. T.T we were webcaming wit mona at that time. but i think we finished so we took pictures.. hahaha... fun fun fun !!

edited this photo yesterday.. took me long time.. wkwkk.. iLoveMyMews ^^