A.tu.S

Hopefully..
My favourite hello and my hardest goodbye is you :)

Making promises is easy. Keeping them unbroken is hard.

Sayonara?

It's about time to let the past go?
Maybe it's about time to let you go, cos i dont wanna get my life mixed up, between the present and the past :)

Praise the Lord!

What a busy week it has been for us all !!

Assignments, work, choir practice, choir performance, tests and the so-called winter made it harder for us to stay fit.

But hey, it's pretty much all over now? Maybe not for some of us, and maybe yes for our fellow Curtin-ians who are having their study break :) Ah, hopefully it's gonna be a good week for you all to catch up with your lovely sleep time that's been scabbed by uni or work :P

Anyway, ICYO's performance last night was F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S La Laaaa~!

Some people couldn't make it and hence, they missed out on the performance :(

Despite of some missing choir members last night, Father John was impressed that he wished he had a basket to collect us all hihihi, thanks so much Father! May God bless you abundantly too :)

The night was fun, yet tiring for some of us who had been busy the whole day. But hey! The night went well, although some of the mics were so close hehe. Praise the Lord for the success that we had yesterday :) I guess all of us had fun, yes? :D

Hey ICYO, me lovey you! :)

Didn't we all look fabulous? ;)

Have a good day! God Bless!
xoxo

I feel like writing and talking my heart out in the middle of doing my tute work for tomorrow in which im getting assessed =.="

BUT apart from that, something just doesnt feel right.
I've never had the intention to think that God is unfair, never ever thought that God is so picky.
Infact, I'm the one who's picky, because if I dont do so, things are just gonna happen and *TADDAA* there goes my heart broken into pieces, again.

I've survived from the so-called heart-broken by believing, and by having faith that every things that have happened to me, whether it was good, bad, ridiculous, or even horrible, are things that are already listed in God's future book.

Some things didnt go the way I wanted it to go. Some things just went horribly wrong and left me depressed. To be honest, I wanted to blame God for why had my life been so sad, that even I couldn't control it. But soon I realised, God is never unfair, and He will never leave me even if I had blamed Him.

DISSAPOINTMENT

That would be the word to describe how He feels. But because of those experiences, that even anything that can be valued with money can never buy. Experiences which made me start to perceive things in a different way, His way.

Sometimes I still think that all of this is just too much. Sometimes I complaint so much to God as to why do I have to go through this again. Sometimes I just cant take it anymore that I ended up crying in silence.

Now that I have thought of things with several considerations for what is best for the future, I will believe in His way, I will believe that He has it all planned for us, and for what we deserve best.
I will stop complaining, but be grateful instead.

Because humans are greatest when they are grateful...

Errrr

Open the Link below

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkENPvJcnTM

why oh why :O

Tuhan itu Maha Baik

Ada kalanya di saat aku menangis sendirian. Menangis karena terharu, bahwa Tuhan itu Maha Baik dan Murah Hati. Di saat segala sesuatunya amat sangat rumit, perasaan yang tidak bisa di deskripsikan oleh kata-kata, Tuhan pun mengulurkan tangan-Nya padaku tanpa sepatah kata pun. Baik akan ditolak ataupun diterima, tangan-Nya selalu terbuka untukku, hamba-Nya yang penuh dosa ini.

Tuhan memberikanku teman-teman seiman yang begitu baik, yang juga bersedia membantu menyelesaikan masalah yang ada, yang bersedia direpotkan dan ikut ambil pusing atas masalah-masalahku.

Tuhan tidak perna tidur, tidak pernah meninggalkanku walaupun sering kali kubalikkan punggungku dari-Nya. Betapa bodohnya diri ini, tapi kini kutersadar bahwa Tuhan selalu mengingat diri'ku yang begitu kecil dan penuh dosa ini. Oleh karena itu, Tuhan tolong dekatkan aku padaMu, sehingga tujuan pertamaku di masa-masa sulit tidak lain tidak bukan adalah Engkau sendiri.

Aku sungguh bersyukur atas segala karunia, berkat, rahmat dan penyertaanMu atasku selama ini. Rasa syukur karena telah Kau temukan aku pada ICYO, yang anggotanya baik-baik dan selalu memberikan yang terbaik. Tak lupa juga teman-temanku yang lain, yang selalu ada untukku di saat senang maupun susah.

Terima kasih Tuhan atas karunia-Mu yang tak terbatas. Semoga segala tangisku yg dikarenakan ketidakmampuanku untuk mengatasi masalah ini dapat berubah menjadi pelajaran yang dapat membentuk siapa aku sebagai seorang Katolik.

AMIN :)