What a feeling it is..

wat's with these feelings?
i just cant stay focus with wat i'm doing..
i somehow want to go to a place with peace and just quite.

maybe i cud just sit there and cry. LOL.
yes, random. but that's wat i feel.. i just want them to go out and dont come back.

i mite not understand wat other people's feelings
but everything seems to come back. the past is not letting me go.
it's been my shadow for months, almost a year.

the fear that i tried to ditch,
i dont think wud be completely ditched.
it's just gonna stay there, on the dark side..


feels like i'm still living in the past and waiting for the future to come......

i wanna get over it

i'm so confused and i'm so lost.
yes, hope it ends soon..
everything..

I'm BODOH :(

Eli thinks she needs to get used to her daily mistakes,
and other people's mistakes..

SEE THE WORLD AND FACE THE FACTS!


that she's not a year 11 student anymore..

Hanya Dirimu

Peluk aku, jangan lepaskan
Aku tak bisa tanpa dirimu
Dekap aku, agar tetap hangat
Biarkan aku merasakanmu

Seharusnya aku membuatmu bahagia
Dan tak pernah membuatmu menangis

Karena hanya kaulah yang bisa
Menghapus segala sedihku
Karena hanya kaulah yang bisa
Membuatku jadi diriku sendiri
Karena hanya kaulah yang bisa
Menjagaku dari ketakutanku
Hanya dirimu

Saat aku jatuh, kau di sini
Membantuku berdiri kembali
Saat aku butuh, kau di sini
Menjagaku dengan segenap hati

Aku tak akan membuatmu menangis lagi
Dan aku berjanji akan membuatmu bahagia
Sebahagia diriku bersamamu....

:)


:: From 17 Years of Love Song novel ::