Wait for You :)

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?


So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life


Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.


Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life


Baby I will wait for youIf you think
I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be


Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

emotions are so hard to control
yet so easy to be shown.

i just wanna learn how to control those feelings.
i wanna grow up.

i dont wanna sit there staring at my phone waiting for it to lite up.
showing a message has been received.
no.. to sad to live a life that way ay..

i kno i have something better to do.
i just dont know wat it is.

coz seriously,
everything i do, no matter how busy i get,
i have u in my mind.


the ways how we think are different.
i'm pretty sure i know that.
and uhm.
yeah.
why is it so hard for me to understand it.
coz u're in my heart, just like a tattoo :)


oh weellsss...
i'll have to live with it. i've chosen the path to be with u.
i'll support wat u've chosen...

Term 3

this term is gonna be CRAZY !

i'm telling u, my lovely blog.
i dont think i wud have as much time for u now.
i wont write as much blog posts as i did.
obviously.
this term mis driving me INSANE !


there's hell a lot of stuff to do
i mite write something, just to cool my brain off.
hehehe..

it's like burniinngg...
and heating up..
and gonna explodee..
that's how bad it is. hahha..

well well..



leavers jumper was a disasterrr...
i think the non yr 12s are like disgusted. LOL.
oh wellss..

100bux gone for the "shenton difference" leavers jumper.
hahaha.. yess lili.. wkwkwk.. [if u read this :P]


aarrghhh so much to doo..
i wish i cud complain.
but i just cudnt.. :(


hey bloggie..
hopefully everything i do NOW pays off at the end..
riite bloggie?
LOL, ure not gonna answer me r u?

OBVIOUSLY NOTT.
haha..

ohh, i'm such a devoo here.. o.O


10 more weeks..
and then prac exams and then mocks and then TEE.

bare with it eli!
u can (hopefully) do it !!
eheheh..
yes eli.
goodluck for you! ^^


and goodluck for u ko dio :)
hopefully everything pays off as well.
lovess you! <3




well then bloggie..
i shall go back to study.
brain's cooled off 30%
hahaha..

tooddlleesss... :)

love,
Eli.

What a feeling it is..

wat's with these feelings?
i just cant stay focus with wat i'm doing..
i somehow want to go to a place with peace and just quite.

maybe i cud just sit there and cry. LOL.
yes, random. but that's wat i feel.. i just want them to go out and dont come back.

i mite not understand wat other people's feelings
but everything seems to come back. the past is not letting me go.
it's been my shadow for months, almost a year.

the fear that i tried to ditch,
i dont think wud be completely ditched.
it's just gonna stay there, on the dark side..


feels like i'm still living in the past and waiting for the future to come......

i wanna get over it

i'm so confused and i'm so lost.
yes, hope it ends soon..
everything..

I'm BODOH :(

Eli thinks she needs to get used to her daily mistakes,
and other people's mistakes..

SEE THE WORLD AND FACE THE FACTS!


that she's not a year 11 student anymore..

Hanya Dirimu

Peluk aku, jangan lepaskan
Aku tak bisa tanpa dirimu
Dekap aku, agar tetap hangat
Biarkan aku merasakanmu

Seharusnya aku membuatmu bahagia
Dan tak pernah membuatmu menangis

Karena hanya kaulah yang bisa
Menghapus segala sedihku
Karena hanya kaulah yang bisa
Membuatku jadi diriku sendiri
Karena hanya kaulah yang bisa
Menjagaku dari ketakutanku
Hanya dirimu

Saat aku jatuh, kau di sini
Membantuku berdiri kembali
Saat aku butuh, kau di sini
Menjagaku dengan segenap hati

Aku tak akan membuatmu menangis lagi
Dan aku berjanji akan membuatmu bahagia
Sebahagia diriku bersamamu....

:)


:: From 17 Years of Love Song novel ::