I will..

...try not to care
...try to stop loving you
...try to make myself happy.

...find the Mr Right someday in my life
...believe in God's plan
...stop thinking that you're the only one


because i know deep inside,
if our love was that easy for you to break,
then it wasnt love.
it was all just a game ....

We did it !

" Yes, we did it! :) "

* my sweetheart *

They coloured my high school life....

My Applic, Calculus and Chem buddy :)

When these smiles conquer all problems...

Try to spot the odd one out... :)

Wind doesn't get in the way, picture has to be taken! :)

When the good times roll...

We genuinely smile...

Serena and Eli will always find each other :)

These guys have made my classes full with awesomeness :)


Doesnt matter, yeah, it won't matter.
whether we'll see each other or not next year
one thing you need to know,
you're gonna be remembered coz you're here in my blog :)

My 2 years of high school here in Perth,
Shenton College that's full with its differences
have been awesome.
thanks to all of you

Everything is coming to an end,
but i know all those smiles wont end.
The smile of happiness, laughter, and love
which i will always remember.

Thanks for making my high school moments memorable :)

i will miss all of you
i love you all
xoxo

I DO

Days passed away
But this feeling still hasnt changed.
Bubbles of memories often come by..
Popping the moments,
moments of happiness..

I saw you,
you were so close, you were so real.
For that moment, i know i miss you, i know i love you, still..
I felt my heart jumping yet aching at the same time.
I have a smile curved on my face,
I wanted to reach you, I wanted to hold you in my arms..
Just like those days,
just like how we were..

I stepped away from you,
I walked away.
But one thing I knew,
you've been inside, safe in my heart for such a long time already.

You've might not noticed, might not have realised,
this feeling i have is just for you,
just for you..

Life goes on no matter what,
so does your life, so does my life.
But I've always wanted to know,
do you still love me?
Do you ever miss me?
Do the bubbles of memories pop in your mind?
Do you ever miss "US" ?

I do..

To let go....

To let go doesnt mean to stop caring,
To let go is to learn that there's something beyond.
To let go means accepting reality..
To let go is loving more, because you only want the best..!

:)

thanx to Ega, my friend :)

Wait for You :)

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?


So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life


Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.


Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life


Baby I will wait for youIf you think
I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be


Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

emotions are so hard to control
yet so easy to be shown.

i just wanna learn how to control those feelings.
i wanna grow up.

i dont wanna sit there staring at my phone waiting for it to lite up.
showing a message has been received.
no.. to sad to live a life that way ay..

i kno i have something better to do.
i just dont know wat it is.

coz seriously,
everything i do, no matter how busy i get,
i have u in my mind.


the ways how we think are different.
i'm pretty sure i know that.
and uhm.
yeah.
why is it so hard for me to understand it.
coz u're in my heart, just like a tattoo :)


oh weellsss...
i'll have to live with it. i've chosen the path to be with u.
i'll support wat u've chosen...

Term 3

this term is gonna be CRAZY !

i'm telling u, my lovely blog.
i dont think i wud have as much time for u now.
i wont write as much blog posts as i did.
obviously.
this term mis driving me INSANE !


there's hell a lot of stuff to do
i mite write something, just to cool my brain off.
hehehe..

it's like burniinngg...
and heating up..
and gonna explodee..
that's how bad it is. hahha..

well well..



leavers jumper was a disasterrr...
i think the non yr 12s are like disgusted. LOL.
oh wellss..

100bux gone for the "shenton difference" leavers jumper.
hahaha.. yess lili.. wkwkwk.. [if u read this :P]


aarrghhh so much to doo..
i wish i cud complain.
but i just cudnt.. :(


hey bloggie..
hopefully everything i do NOW pays off at the end..
riite bloggie?
LOL, ure not gonna answer me r u?

OBVIOUSLY NOTT.
haha..

ohh, i'm such a devoo here.. o.O


10 more weeks..
and then prac exams and then mocks and then TEE.

bare with it eli!
u can (hopefully) do it !!
eheheh..
yes eli.
goodluck for you! ^^


and goodluck for u ko dio :)
hopefully everything pays off as well.
lovess you! <3




well then bloggie..
i shall go back to study.
brain's cooled off 30%
hahaha..

tooddlleesss... :)

love,
Eli.