I dont wanna hate anyone.

From Me to You ...

Dear my dearestsss...

Actually, i dont know what to write, i dont know what to say.
But i'll find the words that i want to tell you from the bottom of my heart :)

i miss all of you. I havent gone anywhere, but i already miss all of you so badly.
I have so much fun when you guys are around me, and i really hope that you do too when i'm around you.
I might have done things that made you all upset, angry, mad, annoyed or even disgusted. I'm truly sorry if i have :)

My days have been wonderful with you around. And i cant wait for you guys to all come back to Perth, and we will have lovely times together :)


Serena :

*Serena Yap Juan Lee*

It's the banana pose that you and I have :)

You'll always be that close to me, no matter how bad you get me annoyed :)

I smile genuinely to you, always will ..


You coloured my highschool life ..

I just love you so much~! :)

Thankyou for filling my life with your love and laughter. I've been emo at times and you are always there whenever I need you. I dont want highschool to end, bcoz i wont be seeing you everyday like i used to. I wont give you hugs everyday. I wont be calling your name in the morning everyday. Life from today onwards would be harder, but I know that we would still be there for each other, just like how we used to be in highschool. Thankyou my dear! I Love You! :)


Lili :

Now I know how important you are to me :)

I do like making funny faces, coz I love to see you laugh, even though you laugh in my face ..

You are random, but I think that's why I love you :)

This shows how much I love you! XD

Lili, you've been an amazing friend as far as I know. You're always there for me no matter what. You came to my house just because I was feeling emo again. You care about me even though I've hurt you in the past. I was stupid back then, not realising soon enough that I have an awesome friend who actually care for me more than any other friends before. You listen to my complaints about love, about how bad I got hurt. You were the one who cared the most when I was broken. Thankyou Lili~! I Love You! :)



Mona :

This is how we take pictures :)

Our attempt to be a gangstaaa :D


You are not heavy at all ~!!! hehehe


No one told you to kiss the ball. I know you wont do it again... :)

We always have good times together with the laughing hey :) You're a funny person who's often lost in convo. hehehe.. You're my gossip buddy on msn and suddenly i have this long massive convo with you about randoms. :P
You were once addicted to Hello Kitty so bad, and I think, the disease has gone, because now I am the one who has a Hello Kitty wallet. ehehehe.. Thankyou for making my highschool life wonderful.. I would miss having you in my English class where we just sit there and chit chat not doing any work. hehe.. I Love You~! :)



Velwin :

It's you, who can always make everyone laugh :)

It's also you, who always make weird poses with your face..

Velwin, you're a super funny person who can always make me and the rest of the people in this world laugh for your super lame jokes. You're a nice person with an awesome personality who takes awesome pictures with your super heavy camera. We dont have a single picture together, so I cant put any. hehehe.. We'll take some later :) You have been such a great friend with your straight forward advices which helps a lot and maybe I wouldnt have thought of things in some ways without some of your advices =] I still remember how we met, it was just not the right timing to meet a new friend. hahaha.. Yeahh, I was crying. But that time, I felt like even though I just met you, I trusted you and I could just tell you what happened. Thankyou for being such an awesome friend so far :)



Vincent :

It's Vincent, who doesn't mind getting his clothes dirty to take good pictures

And I dont think he minds getting his clothes dirty to pose for Velwin ...

I think you guys are each other's soulmate ;)

Lastly, I dont know why Serena's mum thought that you were my brother. I dont think we look that alike. ahaha~! :P

Vincent, you're a nice person, just like Velwin. hehehe.. Thankyou for listening to every things that I told you, whether it was important or just little things that're super random. :) Thanks for the awesome pictures that you took and thankyou for putting up with us. hehehe.. I had so much fun with you and the others, thankyou! :)


Elaine :

*YiLing Tan*

You were this close to me..

Remember how I love this picture so much?

We love taking pictures together :)

I love all of you...
Thankyou for everything you've done to my life :)
much love,
Eli

I will..

...try not to care
...try to stop loving you
...try to make myself happy.

...find the Mr Right someday in my life
...believe in God's plan
...stop thinking that you're the only one


because i know deep inside,
if our love was that easy for you to break,
then it wasnt love.
it was all just a game ....

We did it !

" Yes, we did it! :) "

* my sweetheart *

They coloured my high school life....

My Applic, Calculus and Chem buddy :)

When these smiles conquer all problems...

Try to spot the odd one out... :)

Wind doesn't get in the way, picture has to be taken! :)

When the good times roll...

We genuinely smile...

Serena and Eli will always find each other :)

These guys have made my classes full with awesomeness :)


Doesnt matter, yeah, it won't matter.
whether we'll see each other or not next year
one thing you need to know,
you're gonna be remembered coz you're here in my blog :)

My 2 years of high school here in Perth,
Shenton College that's full with its differences
have been awesome.
thanks to all of you

Everything is coming to an end,
but i know all those smiles wont end.
The smile of happiness, laughter, and love
which i will always remember.

Thanks for making my high school moments memorable :)

i will miss all of you
i love you all
xoxo

I DO

Days passed away
But this feeling still hasnt changed.
Bubbles of memories often come by..
Popping the moments,
moments of happiness..

I saw you,
you were so close, you were so real.
For that moment, i know i miss you, i know i love you, still..
I felt my heart jumping yet aching at the same time.
I have a smile curved on my face,
I wanted to reach you, I wanted to hold you in my arms..
Just like those days,
just like how we were..

I stepped away from you,
I walked away.
But one thing I knew,
you've been inside, safe in my heart for such a long time already.

You've might not noticed, might not have realised,
this feeling i have is just for you,
just for you..

Life goes on no matter what,
so does your life, so does my life.
But I've always wanted to know,
do you still love me?
Do you ever miss me?
Do the bubbles of memories pop in your mind?
Do you ever miss "US" ?

I do..

To let go....

To let go doesnt mean to stop caring,
To let go is to learn that there's something beyond.
To let go means accepting reality..
To let go is loving more, because you only want the best..!

:)

thanx to Ega, my friend :)

Wait for You :)

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?


So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life


Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.


Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life


Baby I will wait for youIf you think
I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be


Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.