...i'm sorry that i'm not who i was...

what i had in the past, made me realised how silly i was..
hurting and waiting for nothing.

i am still, however, not over the pain of how it felt
of being left out and ignored..

i just dont want this to happen agen..
i dont want that silly-ness happen to come ever agen in my life..

maybe i wud do such things agen..
coz i'm just a fool who can love someone
truly....

i felt stupid with wat i did in the past..
apologizing for something that i din do..
i do regret that..
i gave too much chances..
wasted my time for such things..
waiting for something that wudn come..



i kno aye.
i'm talking about the past.
i'm not over it.. not over the pain yet.
sumthing just reminded me about those things..
the feelings came up..
it hurts :

it's burning in there..
i can feel the heat in my eyes..
and the tears just rolled down..

oh wellss.. that's how my life goes..
dreams, will just be dreams..


agen,
i'm sorry for wat i've done wrong..
it's just the pathetic me...
with all my heart full of you.. Dio.. :)