i just hate yr 12..
stealing my sleeping time..
T.T

...i'm sorry that i'm not who i was...

what i had in the past, made me realised how silly i was..
hurting and waiting for nothing.

i am still, however, not over the pain of how it felt
of being left out and ignored..

i just dont want this to happen agen..
i dont want that silly-ness happen to come ever agen in my life..

maybe i wud do such things agen..
coz i'm just a fool who can love someone
truly....

i felt stupid with wat i did in the past..
apologizing for something that i din do..
i do regret that..
i gave too much chances..
wasted my time for such things..
waiting for something that wudn come..



i kno aye.
i'm talking about the past.
i'm not over it.. not over the pain yet.
sumthing just reminded me about those things..
the feelings came up..
it hurts :

it's burning in there..
i can feel the heat in my eyes..
and the tears just rolled down..

oh wellss.. that's how my life goes..
dreams, will just be dreams..


agen,
i'm sorry for wat i've done wrong..
it's just the pathetic me...
with all my heart full of you.. Dio.. :)

YR 12

skool days have started a week ago and yr 12 is such a challenge in my life. lol.

anyway, it's hard and needs a lot of works to be done. tests and assignments are coming up.
so yeah busy busy busy..


i'm giving my condolences to those victims who have lost their homes and/or families & friends in the bushfire disaster.. GBU all...

Happy Hours! 1.

coming soon for more :)

new activities...

since i'm officially bak in perth on the 30th of jan 2009,
i'll have new activities starting tomorrow..
new busy-ness..

want some more holidays..
cant wait till next december...
even me n ko dio wont be together for about a month i think.. T.T

oh well, as long as he's happy with his trip..
oh please, he will.. hehehe..
so yeah,, i'd be happy for him..^^


anyway,,
planning to have a hairdressing and make-up lessons in surabaya for this summer holidays.. =)
lookin forward for it.. :D



hmm.. i feel something's different..
or maybe it's just me.. pfftt... :P

The Special Someone.. My Love.. ^^

Thinking back when I laid eyes in you..

Took my breath away When I saw you..

When I made my way to you..

Never thought that I could feel this way.. even to this day..

The way you smile it makes my knees go weak..

We were meant to be.. You’re made for me ^^

When I fell in love with you, Never thought each day would be new..

Can’t believe I found that special someone to love..

they say it happens once in a life time, I waited all this time..

now I know someone to love.. ^^

When I’m with you.. my heart still skips a beat..

Everytime it feels like our first kiss..

Everyday I fall more in love with you..

Know I found my true soul made in you..

As long as We’re together we can make it through..

What ever it takes, We never will break..

You and I.. will always be...

. . . . . . . . .......As One...... . . . . . .

^^

From -Dio-

For The one he loves the most.. =)

BALI

cant imagine i'm not living in bali anymore.
spent 9 years in bali, grew up in such a place where me and friends hang out..
and now i can only visit my hometown once a year..
then i realised how much i missed that place where i grew up....

apparently my friends who left bali are missing bali...
:)


will be leaving in 4 days! :D
miss bali hell much!