He's leaving~

huhuhu,
he's leaving for Surabaya today at 4 p.m
he's holidays are over.
school starts tomoz..
so he has to go bak and 'study'

ck ck ck..
he's chosen a science class.
must be a tough year 11 for him..
he wont go online often,
he will get busy often..

and i will be waiting for him to go online the whole niite..
wkkwkwk.. not literally the whole niite.
coz he'll go to bed at about 10 p.m WIB
means 11 p.m here in Perth..

can believe,
feels like i juz moved here to perth,
with no friends
and i cried everynight longing for my friends bak in Bali..

and him..
he went to Surabaya..
for High Skool..
and he told me stuff,
that he didnt have friends, coz everyone alreadii had their own group
from their Junior High School friends..
it was sad to hear him complaining..

but then, he found his friends..
and started forgetting his old friends..
apparently..
his old friends are his true friends.
:)


me?
i struggled a lot in finding my friends here at Shenton..
even now..
i dunn have much friends..
i kno people, but theyre not literally my friends..
only my MEWS who are close to me..
uhmm, not really that close thou..

thort i'd be able to make friends easily juz like in Bali.
apparently it's different.
i used to be able to "bond" with people..
even theyre 'whites'
i can speak english..
but Bali and Perth are absolutely different....
so i cant really think that way..

i dunno wat to say..
i dunno how to open a convo wit people i dunn kno..
i'll answer if they ask.
but i dunno how to continue the convo..
that is sad..


but in Bali,
i can be really friendly to people.
i can start the convo..
i can ask people instead of juz answering their questions..
and i can continue the convo..


language is all that matters to me.
i look happy living here..
but when u look closer,
i dunn even have a close friend here.
not even one that i can share everything with..
i am the one who cant bond with them.

u kno,
different cultures..
they've lived in a country with english as their language..
me?
didnt use english that much..
yeh, people laugh at me when i ask things
bcoz i dunn understand them.

"what's a faggot?"

i didnt kno wat that is..
and then they bursted out laughing.

i wish they kno hw does it feel to be me..
borned in a country that's not an english speaking country..
and out of sudden move to Perth
when i juz found my friends..


i wish i found them earlier..
i wish i cud spend more of mytime with them..
Perth is different.
everything is different.

everyone seems to have different personalities compared to mine.
i cant swear..
everything is juz different..

i like living in Perth..
i wish i cud bring all my friends over.
that wud be great..
we'll go around the shop..
staring at awesome basketball shoes,
then check the price,,
ooo, it's too expensive..

then we'll leave the store..
travel around,
take lots of pictures,
gone crazy together..
wat a moment i missed..

December,
is such a great month..
the only month i can be fully happy
together, playing basketball..
it's juz everything will happen in December..
sleep over at Michelle's villa..
sleep in one room,
carry all the beds from other room..
Hhhh...
moments i missed..

i will smile and look forward for it

life's goin to be good.
not literally..

*love my friends*

carla, ayu, michelle, grezt, je-in, biondi, yoyo, franky, andre.

we'll travel around together agen.
and we'll take photobox pict agen.. ^^
how are we gonna fit in there.. ahahaha...
we'll think about it in December..
*WILL SEE YOU GUYS SOON!*


anyway..
biondi's leaving..
nooo!!
shall call him for sumtimes..
so he wont fee lonely..
even he probably is.. T.T

me, and Bali
will miss you!!
take care,
and study hard.. ^^

LOVE YAA.. <33
mwaaahhh