Eli this is lili! readyin this par of the blog..and writing your feelings in indo...
yu never wanted us to read it in the first place...and now ur saying that we wnt understnad...and how do yu kno that...are yu us. we may b crazy and weird but have yu evr thort back to the past the things we do that shows that we trulii care bout yu... jus becoz of some shit i sed yu take it in as if someone jus stabed yu so hard... BUT have yu evr thort how deep our wounds wud b known that yu wrote yur feelings in indo and blamin it on us that we wud never understand yur feelings...
true it mite b hard for yu to bond with yu.... true that no one can replace yur frends in bali... BUT have yu evn try letting go over there???? if u still thik bout bali ppl...and regret so much comin here...and regretting havn frends like us... How are yu supose to take in all our weird actions...
ELI! its not onlii yu who hav frends over sea... its not everyone who cmes and become frends are like us.... we've told yu millions of times AND WHY CANT YU JUST TAKE IT IN??!! we dont onlii jus laugh at yu wen yu say things wrong...or try to b like us... or that yu understand some words.... anyone in our group who says the wrong thing...does weird actions or dont understand words.... WE ALL LAUGH!!!
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ELI... I DONT UNDERSTAND..
this whold thing is just to strange...havin a grend that WE consider quite close end up talkn shit bout how we act.... saytin that we wud never understand BUT WRITIN IT IN INDO!!!
Eli,,, its hard for me to take this whole thing in...i dono how im suppose to face yu anymore...
YU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DEEP THIS FEELING IS... ITS HUNDREDS AND MILLIONS TIME OF THE PAIN THAT YU MISS YUR BALI FREND... THIS FEELING HURTS ALOT...
AND we do love you eli... the way we act is how we show it... if u think thats not love thn wat is... ppl not laughin wen yu ask stupid question but goes to ppl and backstab how dumb she is?? IS THAT WAT YU WANT!!!
thats not called true friends.... TRUE FRENDS are wen yu say stupid things or do stupid actions.... we laugh and let yu kno...
IF YU THINK EVERYTHIN WE DID...WAS NOT SOME CALLED FRIENDSHIP... AND WANT TO JUST BREAK IT FROM A LITTLE SHIT I SAID... THEN FEEL FREE TO HATE US... FEEL FREE TO REGRET HAVN FRENDS LIKE US...
i really regret that i wrote that blog.. u kno from the first place, that i always take thing in.. coz i'm not used to this thing before.. please understand me more.. i'm quite quiet.. i kno it's hard for all of u to kno me better..
but I NEVER REGRET THAT I HAVE U GUYS AS MY FRIENDS!
I NEVER WANT THIS FRIENDSHIP TO END.
i was juz upset that u got pissed becoz i cant go.
it was a serious thing that i got sick.. and then u got pissed.. i was juz.. Hhh..
lili, i never regret having u as my friend.. even u often make me sad coz of ur words, coz i take it in..
i'm truly sorry.. and i dunn want this to happen agen. i'll always try to go with you guys.. i will always beg mum and dad to let me go sleep over. but it was an accident. that neither you nor i want it to happen..
i kno that u are concern about me.. i kno u guys care.. but i cant feel it when it goes to all of you being mean to me..
i wrote it in indo, not bcoz i dunn want u guys to read it. but bcoz i cant say it in english.
i dunn wanna loose you guys. it is a little shit that made me so upset..
i wont let that little shit get into our friendship agen..
i'm so sorry.. sorry sorry sorry..
will u forgive me?? the stoopid fool indo? the stoopid indo who always take everything in?? please?
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Eli this is lili!
readyin this par of the blog..and writing your feelings in indo...
yu never wanted us to read it in the first place...and now ur saying that we wnt understnad...and how do yu kno that...are yu us. we may b crazy and weird but have yu evr thort back to the past the things we do that shows that we trulii care bout yu... jus becoz of some shit i sed yu take it in as if someone jus stabed yu so hard... BUT have yu evr thort how deep our wounds wud b known that yu wrote yur feelings in indo and blamin it on us that we wud never understand yur feelings...
true it mite b hard for yu to bond with yu.... true that no one can replace yur frends in bali...
BUT have yu evn try letting go over there????
if u still thik bout bali ppl...and regret so much comin here...and regretting havn frends like us...
How are yu supose to take in all our weird actions...
ELI! its not onlii yu who hav frends over sea... its not everyone who cmes and become frends are like us....
we've told yu millions of times AND WHY CANT YU JUST TAKE IT IN??!!
we dont onlii jus laugh at yu wen yu say things wrong...or try to b like us... or that yu understand some words....
anyone in our group who says the wrong thing...does weird actions or dont understand words.... WE ALL LAUGH!!!
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ELI... I DONT UNDERSTAND..
this whold thing is just to strange...havin a grend that WE consider quite close end up talkn shit bout how we act.... saytin that we wud never understand BUT WRITIN IT IN INDO!!!
Eli,,, its hard for me to take this whole thing in...i dono how im suppose to face yu anymore...
YU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DEEP THIS FEELING IS...
ITS HUNDREDS AND MILLIONS TIME OF THE PAIN THAT YU MISS YUR BALI FREND...
THIS FEELING HURTS ALOT...
AND
we do love you eli...
the way we act is how we show it...
if u think thats not love thn wat is...
ppl not laughin wen yu ask stupid question but goes to ppl and backstab how dumb she is??
IS THAT WAT YU WANT!!!
thats not called true friends....
TRUE FRENDS are wen yu say stupid things or do stupid actions.... we laugh and let yu kno...
IF YU THINK EVERYTHIN WE DID...WAS NOT SOME CALLED FRIENDSHIP... AND WANT TO JUST BREAK IT FROM A LITTLE SHIT I SAID...
THEN FEEL FREE TO HATE US...
FEEL FREE TO REGRET HAVN FRENDS LIKE US...
BUT...WE WUD NEVER FORGET BOUT YU....!!
from: LILI!!
guys..
esp lili..
i really regret that i wrote that blog..
u kno from the first place, that i always take thing in..
coz i'm not used to this thing before..
please understand me more..
i'm quite quiet..
i kno it's hard for all of u to kno me better..
but I NEVER REGRET THAT I HAVE U GUYS AS MY FRIENDS!
I NEVER WANT THIS FRIENDSHIP TO END.
i was juz upset that u got pissed becoz i cant go.
it was a serious thing that i got sick.. and then u got pissed..
i was juz..
Hhh..
lili, i never regret having u as my friend..
even u often make me sad coz of ur words, coz i take it in..
i'm truly sorry..
and i dunn want this to happen agen.
i'll always try to go with you guys..
i will always beg mum and dad to let me go sleep over.
but it was an accident. that neither you nor i want it to happen..
i kno that u are concern about me..
i kno u guys care..
but i cant feel it when it goes to all of you being mean to me..
i wrote it in indo,
not bcoz i dunn want u guys to read it.
but bcoz i cant say it in english.
i dunn wanna loose you guys.
it is a little shit that made me so upset..
i wont let that little shit get into our friendship agen..
i'm so sorry..
sorry sorry sorry..
will u forgive me??
the stoopid fool indo?
the stoopid indo who always take everything in??
please?
i love you all.
seriously..
i'm so sorry..
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