My Sadness . . . . . . . .

feelin lonely..

feelin lonely..

i just happened to believe in my boyfriend agen.

but then,

he never replied my text messages.

i juz feelin sad,

everytime, everyday i think about it.

"how could this happen to me?"

the song i'm listening to riite now..

yeh, i'm juz wondering..

how cud this happen to me?

why me??

isnt my love enuff for u?

i know we are so far away,

we cant see each other as often as we cud.

we cant talk face to face everyday.

i cant see ur smile.

you cant see my smile.

we cant feel each others presence..

i always wanted to always be there for you.

whenever you need me,

i always do.

juz tell me, i'll call you, i'll go online..

but u never do those things.

making it even more complicated.

"i'm sick of this life, i juz wanna scream.. how could this happen to me??"

ive never changed my feelings to you.

even like this,

uve hurt me. even my friends cant even see me hurtin.

how can u stand to keep hurtin me?

i'd never change my feelings towards you.

everyone knows that.

people think i'm so stoopid.

people say why shud i care

BUT I JUZ CARE

i cant let the person, the people i love being sad.

sumtimes, i dunn care how i feel, how i hurt bcoz of it.

i want them to be happy.

i hold it deep down in my heart..

i will give u chances.

hoping that u will change into a b

etter person.

biondi,

i kno, i wont be the girl who will be with you forever.

who you will marry to.

but can u at least try,

to not do this to me.

stop ignoring me.

stop being so uncare about me.

i want u to care,

i want u to love.

u kno,

this is my first love, so it wud be hard to get over it.

but this aint ur first love.

so, please..

appreciate what i give you..

coz once i left,

no one will do the exact same thing as i did.

i want u to kno,

and i've sed this for so many times..

I LOVE YOU

i often say,

im always there for u.

i am always there for you.

but we are not close to each other as in distance.

every night before goin to bed,

i spend my time thinking about 'you'

u juz dunno,

how i suffer.

when i re-read ur messages.

hoping that u wud send me those things agen juz like before.

i miss the 'old' you

u've changed a lot.

i tried to understand you.

i will wait,

and keep loving you.

can u pliz appreciate my feelings?

can we love each other again?

juz like before?

u know,,

it wont end, until it ends...