RELIEVED~

i am so relieved now..
the first time we had a chit-chat with mona, lili and serena today
at mona's house.. telling lots of stories..
ahuahuahua...


it was funny at first.
coz we kindda exchanging info about stuff.
ahahaha..
some are so embarassing.
hohooho...

but then it went to crying part.
hehehe..
serena cried first.
bcoz of stuff she told us bout her past.
then, i cried aswell..
coz i sort of "can feel her pain"
so then, the topic changed.
and it goes to my problem.
so then i cried,
even we hadnt talked about anything.
hahahaha...

the atmosphere was sooo...
ahuahuahua..
you knoo...
so yea,
everyone gave m advices.
but i need to think about stuff.
i feel so relieved now.
that i cried.. hehehe...

one big cry
as i wished.
soo yeah..
it was okaaii..
hehehe...

i love them even more.
coz i kno that they'll be there for me.
and they are different from "juz being friends"
^^

i wont forget my friends in bali thou.
they are still the best!
but i need to kno as well.
that they aren't always by my side.
while the MEWS will.
=))

so, i need to give myself a chance to "bond" ; as what mona sed.. wkwkwk..
to bond with them.
try to be happy together.

THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR !!

YEAA !!
soo..
i am relieved that now my friends knew my problem,
the fear of being alone.
apparently they'll always being silly
even it's a serious stuff to handle..
ahuahuahua...

soo yea..
LOVE THEM
<33




unfortunately,
mona's bro was awake.
so we cudnt take any picts on his apple Mac comp..
hahaha...
neither on my camera
and i left it in serena's bag.. T.T
hahaha..
forgot to take it out.
hope it doesnt get raped by mona and serena..
hahahaha..
jokess...


and we are planning to go out agen. !!
the plan is.
goin to watch 3 different movies in a day..
ahahaha..
that is gonna be so fun..
*HANCOCK*
*KUNGFU PANDA*
*GET SMART*

hahahaha...
some of us want to watch KUNGFU PANDA,
some of us want to watch HANCOCK.
and finally.
all of us will watch GET SMART
=))

it's gonna be FUN FUN FUNN !!!

lookin forward for it.
yippieeee !!!