Everything About YOU

There was this one time when I sat alone in my corner just to have a quiet quality time with myself. I loved it. It is the only time when I can actually think about what has happened, what is happening, and what is gonna happen to me in this so-called cruel life.

I gave myself some time to think, why did I meet such persons, what God's intentions were. Somehow I happened to realise, that everything that God had made me to go through was the story line to who I am now as a person. Those things that happened made me understand the meaning of life and the meaning of love by looking at things backwards. Maybe you can call it the 'cause-and-effect' theory.

Once, I got hurt so bad and it made it so hard for me to trust. But as time passed by, it taught me how every person is different and unique in their own way. I may not be able to trust one, but not all men are the same. Time taught me how to be fair, time taught me to see each person differently, and time taught me how to love properly.

Let's not forget God in relation to what has been happening all along in my life. I prayed to Him, asking Him if He would kindly meet me with a man that would love me for his whole life, who would love his own new family later in his life, who would always smile to me genuinely, who would always hold me close in the heart no matter how far the distance is that keeps us apart, who would always trust God for everything. A loyal, caring and loving man with a strong faith in Jesus Christ above all creatures and humans in this world.

I may have thought that I found one, but sometimes things kicked in me and told me, "Is he really the one?" And apparently God had decided that he wasn't the one for me. Though God's decision had seem to have collapsed my world into pieces, I learned to get back up from all those misery and pain. A long, rough and hard road to happiness has strengthened me in terms of my values. Believing in God's plan has been a life safer to me personally. It requires me to think positively as well as to trust Him in whatever activity that I'm involved in.

For the last few weeks, God showed me a way. I met you for the first time and it felt like there was nothing special. Just recently, we started talking to each other and I found that I could lay my trust on you, although you were just a normal friend to me. And as I got to know you better, the feeling grew stronger that it now felt like God heard my prayers. It literally felt like a wish come true. Though I am full of flaws, I hope I'd still be a little princess of yours :)

I am thankful, for you and I have been met ".. in a place called the Earth".

I am thankful, for you are willing to treasure me for your whole life.

I am thankful, for you are the one that clings in my heart and mind.

I am thankful, for you are the one to be my lover.