Most of them hit me so hard in the face. Waking me up from all these dramas that I've put myself in, that all this time I've been horrible, even I wasn't being who I am.
Forgiving others in times where they make you feel frustrated, annoyed and sick of everything is a challenge for humans, as far as I believe.
Sometimes, I don't have control on my emotions. I get annoyed, I get mad, I get upset and I get angry quite easily. Even when I've had experiences on so many things that involve my emotions, I still can't seem to have full control on it. I wonder when would I be able to do so..
From what I have been reading since an incident has happened, I feel like God has His own way to communicate with me, He has His special way to make me realise that what I have been doing so far is WRONG. That how I've been treating some people is WRONG.
I've never meant to treat them in a mean way, but sometimes, things happen when you're subconscious.
Mmm but now I've woken up and I'll try to grow up as a fine lady who loves others and treat them well, just like how God wants every human beings to be :)
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